Me and Joseph got into a really big fight today. I don’t know how to feel or why to feel it. 

I know I’m upset because of it, and I know that I maybe care a little more than I should about you. It’s just, those things needed to be said and it wasn’t even all the things I wanted to say.

You ignore me all the time. Unless you feel like you want to talk to me. Which is why I got so mad today. I knew before I turned around who it was calling my name, and then I started ignoring you. Alyssa told me you looked pissed when you got on the bus, I know it was because of me. I know you were pissed, but I don’t know why. Then when I got home and messaged you, I’m sure I made matter worse. I feel awful and I’m upset. You were angry, and I was upset because I was sitting here fighting with you. And then when we both said bye I felt like shit.

because the truth is, I care a great deal about you. Maybe I do care about you more than I should but I don’t care.

and I’m hoping that in a few days when you cool off then I can apologize to you.